well, I'm nineteen. I live in Arizona, and I am living my older brother. I go to my hometown that is a forty minute drive away, every weekend. I'm attending college now, but it seems my life has fallen apart in the past five years. I told myself I wasn't depressed, that it was just high school. But the symptoms got worse... So I've resorted back to Livejournal, and I'm hoping it can help to find some friends that may actually be able to care.